Deng Deng Deng!!
Our lil princess had arrived!!
Well, I had an emergency C-sect due to high blood pressure and bb had to be out when she's at her 33rd weeks.
Being a first time mommy,of cos I am very VERY scared and worried! Ermmm...but I still had to go for my delivery right? Argghhh...tears have been overflowing since the moment Im pushed into the theatre and there lying down with my hub beside me, my tears doesn't seem to stop either! (can someone off the tap,pls?)
The very moment came when I heard my bb cried! And everyone went "Happy Birthday!!!" Needless to say, I can't stop tearing (not crying ah) Im a mommy!! And seeing my hub, he look so elated too! (while drying my tears at the same time)
Ok,in my mind I was like "hey, Im gonna see my bb after im out of the recovery room" BUT who knows my bb had to be warded in the NICU instead! I was so upset and this time I really cried! I mean why me?? Why my bb can't be in the same ward as me? And why she has to be poked all over soon after she's borned?
I can't get to see my bb at all cos I can't move...and all I saw was the pics that my hub took at the NICU. Well, dun think I can continue with this as everytime I see the pics, my heart sank...